Thursday, 21 August 2014 .
Everyday is like an internal battle. Trying to not think of you is the hardest thing to do. Anything and everything I see will just jolt my mind to think of our times together.I wonder how to people move on so fast and are able to forget. what's the theory behind it.. how did people do it? how did you do it? From lovers to friends to strangers.. it seems easy for most people. Anyone that means something to me, friend or not even when we've said our goodbyes and walk away, I would still turn back to take a second look.
When will the time come when I don't need to turn back and take a second look at you in my mind? How can I enjoy life without you like how you're enjoying it without me? I sincerely want to forget like how you did. Cuz its just so painful remaining like that and acting as if everything's fine.
I can only pray.. that one day I can really forget you. 15:34;
A dream can only remain just a dream..