Wednesday, 7 August 2013 .
No matter what issues, I feel the hardest of all is the matters of the heart..A famous quote goes by: "What is yours will be yours."
I was wondering..
If its not mine, why should it seek shelter in me?
If its mine, why would it fly away one day?
If its not meant to be mine, it shouldn't come to me in the first place.. it should have just walked pass to spare me the misery.
I should have realised i'm not good enough. Thinking back, what reason I would have that could have made you change your mind and stayed? None. I cannot even think of a "I should have done this, I should have done that.. then maybe.. MAYBE things could be different.." because there was nothing I could have done. I was utterly dissappointing and have completely lost.
Were there memories worth remembering? or was it for the best that they should be forgotten?
If time could rewind, would you choose to take my hand to lead you once again through this same journey? Or do you actually think you made the wrong choice in the first place?
Because I cannot offer you assurance, neither can I offer you the happiness nor the fun and laughter you wished. In fact, there is uncertainity, tears, mundane and boredom.
The one thing I can offer is supposedly nothing worth mentioning..
Tomorrow going to indonesia for 5 days.. and everyone is hoping for a safe trip.
But I'm hoping i'll disappear along with everyone memories of me.
I'm not that bad as to have people feel sad for me haha..so they gotta have their memories of me wiped.
But yeah.. back to reality.
Life's tough.
Matters of the heart is hardest thing to deal with..period. 04:42;
A dream can only remain just a dream..