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Friday, 30 November 2007 .

This year is coming to an end eh? Time sure flies unknowningly..

Some thoughts while i'm updating..

Is life unfair?
They are born rich,
Others born poor.
Some have many companions,
Others forlorn and desolated..
Happy families amongst broken ones..
Handicaps longing to be normal,
The weak bullied by the strong,
It's harder to be good than being evil.
Those whose hope is to find their purpose in life,
Is being shattered when they suddendly lost their lives..
All the years of living comes down to nothing,
When their purpose is just to die?
Despite of all the problems..
Should I be thankful for being normal and alive?
Or envy my brother who has already been taken
14:05;
A dream can only remain just a dream..

Saturday, 24 November 2007 .

Another post again.. Continuation from my previous post..

Before I left..I secretly took back my kh2 game..although I've forgotten my godhand but bleh.. nevertheless I got back what I wanted.

I thought I was free...but I was wrong. When I came back, finished blogging(previous post) I opened my wallet and I was like WTF!? MY IC GOT SWITCHED!! Marcus got mine and i got his! Damn suay.. So after I rested, I went to vivo city to meet up with marcus and change back our IC. Then we went to eat carls jr.

Then he wanted to play pool..so again..because of his birthday 24th nov, I gave in..and accompanied him to AMK to play pool.. then when its time to go, he doesn't want me to. He wants me to WATCH him play arcade. And you know what he said? "You owe me alot of money" =.= WTF? I pay for the chalet stuff.. the cab fair, vodka and the $40 I lent him not to mention the "Free Labour" I did for him. Then dragged dragged until its almost 12am..Before I told him that i'm gonna miss my train home, but he said its friday and that there would still be trains. But he forgotten that i had to transfer train. So in the end he took a train back and I took a cab feeling damn dulan.. In addition, PIE had a major traffic jam because of an accident.. and with midnight charge costed me 20 bucks!

From tuesday until now I've all the money I've had.. And mostly because of marcus interfereing with my life, My psychology and socialogy subject expired.. and have to renew it costing $150..

He is really slowing me down.. He still said that I must play CS with him everyday when I purchase it. My answer to it? "Fuck off man!"

Money and time doesn't matter..I could sacrifrice All of them to my buddies.. But with an attitude like that? NEVER!

I've already gave in.. I've had enough.. and I've my own problems..
So.. Get out of my life!
00:44;
A dream can only remain just a dream..

Friday, 23 November 2007 .






Hiya...I'm back~ and feeling freaking tired =.= home sweet home!
(LONG STORY & Using slight vulgar to express myself..)

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Tuesday
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Packed up my stuff (clothes towel etc.) to prepare myself to be away for afew days for marcus' chalet. Marcus asked me to meet him 6pm at westmall..so I carried my heavy bag all the way there and guess what? His work finish at 8.30pm (WTH!?) so I stood like a freaking idiot outside his salon and waited for more than 2 damn hours. After that, he still walked around the mall leaving me like a stupid follower before he head for his home.

After reaching..the first thing he did was playing counter-strike (CS) =.= not helping his mother in preparing food for his chalet. After bathing, he continued to play CS and me, being sleepy all because of following him wanted to sleep. And Marcus fucking don't let me. He said "I ask you come my house not to let you sleep okay?" And I was like thinking "like AS IF I want to be in his house" Well..I got patient with him and stayed up until like 3am. you know what he said during that time? "What to bring tomorrow?"...I think I need not explain what happens next.. I have to help him again.


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Wednesday
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Woke up expectedly early..reason being because his room is very dusty and dirty..as expected. Helped Marcus' mother to pack up the food. And helped Marcus to pack his ps2(I do the packing and cleaning of his ps2, He does the Watching). After all the packing, we took a cab to the chalet and I paid 1/2 of the cab fair..

Upon reaching the chalet and checked in, we encountered a problem in fixing the ps2 in the chalet's tv..not planning to explain more, later i helped to solved the problem.






Next..he haven't bought drinks, butter, bbq brusher and tibits. So we went to CHEERS to buy those. We ran back and forth afew times due to our "blur-ness" =.= and I paid a share of those things too. Later on, more of his friends came. Marcus' parents came too and I helped in the bbq-ing. Marcus had a surprise when he found out his parents bought for him a cake. At the end of the day there is only Me, Marcus and two of his friends. One left at around in the middle of midnight. Nothing much to say about the whole chalet thingy(nothing that interesting about the chalet anyway.. theres no "fun" somehow..or rather kinda obviously =.=)

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Thursday
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The 3 of us (Me, Marcus and his friend) Woke up at around 7..and went downstairs (the chalet had 2 storeys) and chatted. Marcus later on wanted to play games...and so he played..while me and his friend continued to chat with each other~ Marcus wanted us to watch him play, but we sorta heck care him. Soon after, he stopped playing and we shared a "big" can of beer. Shockingly, Marcus went back to sleep after afew mouthfuls of beer. We then checked out and I head to Marcus' place. His friend went back home.

This is where later on, I get really pissed off~ upon reaching his home, Marcus went to play cs. Mindy called me for a chat. Marcus, being nosey, wanted me to let him hear the conversation between me and Mindy. I said no and he scolded me? (WTF!?) and he is really irritating until I had to pretend that I went to bath and called Mindy in the toliet instead =.=

While still chatting, I went back to his room when he is still playing CS and sat on his bed. Marcus was also chatting on the phone. Then he just scolded me and ask me to stop chatting. It made me damn fucking dulan..he was talking on the phone why can't I? and WHO IS HE to command me what to do? Later on he still asked me to cook rice..while he can just sit back and play CS? Nabei..who he think he is sia..i'm not his slave. Just because its his birthday, I gave in and cooked rice.

Then, I have to accompany him to meet a girl friend of his at plaza singapura. And i followed them behind like some following bug while they are just chatting their way through. They went to a salon to do her hair.. then later waited for like an hour to do her make up..then headed all the way to marina square to meet her friend, then went to the entrance of some hotel to drop her there. I was following behind them all along.. (I could have used this time for other useful things)

Next we went to eat steamboat.. to summerize, I took all the food for him.

Then we went to Lunar, a pub or rather a bar located at Clarke Quay. $12 entrance fee..entitled to a free drink. Marcus ordered for me a glass of Vodka with coke and same for himself. Soon after we finished the glass, Marcus said he had no money(what the heck? if no money why still bother to come just for ONE glass?) So I paid for a few jugs of Vodka mix and some others since marcus wanted it.

What irritated me was, marcus stood up and dance like an "idiot" and was headbanging to the music as if people will get attracted to him =.= I mean..theres a dance floor, and he could go there instead. Well.. i woulden't say that its wrong..but his dance is totally cmi.. ITS TOTALLY UNCOOL! Then he kept saying some few girls kept looking at him. bhb? and obviously stupid.(they're just casual looking around the pub and marcus just saw them looking towards his direction)

Anyway..after 2 glasses of vodka, Marcus become like dizzy dizzy and slept face down at the table. Awhile later, he woke up and went out to wash his face and came back to have another 2 glasses of vodka(paid by me again). I wanted to order few jugs of beer, but marcus didn't want it Zzz... Another thing he made me damn dulan is that, because he is being a monkey around (headbanging[in a weird way] etc.) I'm like feeling damn sian..so I closed my eyes just to enjoy the music. That idiot kept hitting me when I close my eyes, asking me not to sleep when I ain't even sleeping! And when I said i'm not, he'll say "Don't bluff lah..I can see de lor..drink abit like that liao. weak." ...Eh hello, If I have spare cash, I won't mind ordering more for myself. I know my limits but i'm not that childish to compete with someone who got drunk with just 2 glasses of vodka..A few more and he would probably die cock stand..

At around 4-5am, i'm like damn sian..(and dulan) we went off and he was staggering =.= then later, sat a cab back to his home..
Just after 4 glasses? I had like more than 8 =.= whose more weak?

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Today
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Morning~ at 9.00 I woke up AND I coulden't take it anymore =.= I was supposed to accompany marcus to make his passport but NO~ before he woke up, I packed up everything and left for MY OWN SWEET HOME.. and here i am..

Marcus really need to change his attitude his vuglar words come out of his mouth non-stop and needs to be more understanding.. =.=
I paid so many things for him..helped him in so many aspects.. if it wasn't for me, his chalet would have been a failure. YET he still commanded me as if i must listen..
I guess I shoulden't be obliged to help Marcus..
Another thing..during his chalet, I'm already uncomfortable for wearing an ACDC(Anti-Christ Devil's Child) Shirt =.=

And Sl~ sorry to say, i won't be buying cs from marcus.. maybe from mindy instead.
If I never went there..I would've used the time to do my assignments.. or some other more useful or fun! And spent the money on better use =.=

There are also things that happened are not mentioned for some reasons..I'll tell my buddies about it =)

As I look back and think of these days.. I can only point the finger..
Hate it..

ArtixSkyX, Paul
02:24;
A dream can only remain just a dream..

Wednesday, 21 November 2007 .



Whee~ pretty surprised that I'll update the day after my previous blog huh?..Well I guess I just feel like it lolz.

Well today.. I DIDN'T STUDY AT ALL.. rather, I went out with Nicholas and met up with Mindy at orchird area. She went for a haircut and umm I gotta say she looks much better lol.. We didn't do anything much though.. Nicholas and I slacked around while Mindy was buying her make-up foundation.. We had dinner after that and thought that we should head back home.

Nicholas and me went through a different route on the MRT while Mindy was on her own..and halfway through me and Nicholas decided to stop by Plaza Singapura to see a movie.. We watched "The Seeker" and it..seriously...SUX TO THE CORE.. basically it lacks action and many boring scenes. Some scenes seem that its going to get exciting but unexpectedly..it became a complete turn off! Because of some comedy in the beginning i'll only rate it 1.5/5 =.= It was fortunate for mindy because she coulden't make it to the movie on time..

Well along the way I became attracted to 3 movies that I would want to see.. Stardust, The Golden Compass, And...
SAW IV!!

I hope it would be nice..

Anyway.. thats all that I want to blog on.
02:33;
A dream can only remain just a dream..

Wednesday, 14 November 2007 .

Time for a short update again~

Yesterday went with Wai Mun to collect our O'level cert.. (we never collected it until now =.=) and when we came to our secondary school, certain parts of the school have changed~ they have like some like "The history of bendemeer" corner which was pretty lame.. and then there was the latest photos of all the teachers in bendemeer sec and i saw Mr Cui Mao Hai (i think that's how to call him)..the one that taught me and sl chinese. He teaches really well~ I bet me and SL woulden't forget him..WM woulden't forget him too (WM dreamt about him.. LOL) but his photo was just simply too...CUTE! and in that photo he's wearing our secondary school tie! xD


That's Mr Cui~ The top person of course.. (thats the only small pic I can find..=.=)


YET THIS PIC IS SO BIG(omg look at that "lovely" pose) =.= my sec sch principal.. (she leaving next month le..happy or sad? =p)

Theres some new facilities in bendemeer~
(nothing that interesting..)
(Wow? wm would like it)
(Interesting..)

OK! Next, we headed to the office to collect our cert..and guess what? MY SCHOOL FEES ARE NOT PAID YET =.= and i expected to be like maybe $19 or so.. but its $65!! luckily I brought enough to pay, if not I can forget about taking back my cert -.- The office staff was unexpectedly really kind! and friendly! (why didn't we didn't have them when we were still studying there..) and we chatted alot. Later on WM and me found out that they were actually mother and son! Haha..they must be very happy working together.

After all that we went all the way to AMK to play pool.. we played like 5 rounds. I won 2 of them (by luck) lol and it was unexpectedly fun.. I thought it would be boring if it was just two of us but we laughed all the way throughout the game until the last round when we were too tired because of all the laughing lolz..

We decided later to have a steamboat at marina and while we're on the way something cropped up and its cancelled~ nvm friday we'll go again..(Anybody interested to come along? lolz) well at the end of the day I starved the whole day..never ate a single thing..Hungry >.< This morning had a bad gastric pain but felt better after I drank half a glass of milk ^^ HL milk of course~

And Shiet..my O lvl cert in Wm's bag -.- nevermind i'll get it back on friday
Anybody still viewing this blog frequently? =.= (except for nicholas)


ArtixSky, Paul
11:33;
A dream can only remain just a dream..

Sunday, 11 November 2007 .

Updating time~

A sunday..church as always but without my parents again this time ^^. Yesterday my parents kept wanting me to go to mennonite church but I made a fuss out of it and woohoo~ I attended the morning service at thomson road baptist church WITHOUT MY PARENTS ^^ (just wanna repeat again..). As expected, I could listen better and learnt some things..but there's afew things I sorta regreted, I should have brought some friends along with me. Today's worship singing was the best~! And I really meant it. Its definately better than calvery baptist church where nicholas is attending~ too bad for nic..he can't come today. Oh well..I guess he would think its nothing lolz..but he missed it =.=

Okaaaay......exciting part over.. After church i'm like SO DAMN BORED =.= with nowhere to go since its still early.. So I ate early lunch somewhere nearby and walked around novena square. But when i just walked till the 2nd floor I gave up. The boredness was just unbearable =.= so i just gotta accept the fact that i'm heading home.. On the way back was boring as well, so I Sms-ed good morning messages to people~ Sadly but fortunately..at least one replied =.=
Now I'm back home and blogging here.. =.=

I decided to post some of my thoughts hmm.. I personally feel that I have really few good real life friends.. one hand could count them. I don't know if its a good thing or not, but currently i'm fine with it. Just that I would get bored very often. I have also close to none christian friends..meaning if I fall there woulden't be anybody to support me up.. =.= that's a weakness. Lastly, My buddies all have their partners close to them while i'm different.

Anyway i'm still bored =.= I don't intend on studying today..hopefully tomorrow. I guess i'll just have to find something to do (Drink water till i drown myself? lolz..) And a message for nicholas if you're seeing this : I'AM NOT EMOING =.= Its just some er..racing thoughts.. so pleaseee don't assume i'm emoing everytime i post things about what i'm thinking lolz..

Signing off~

ArtixSky, Paul
11:47;
A dream can only remain just a dream..

Wednesday, 7 November 2007 .

Hmm..why I'm updating this time? simple.. I'm bored. Not that I have nothing to do, I'll do my assignment later.. Have a bad flu the past few days and it hasn't gone better yet. But it's fortunate that I didn't have a sore throat..(I hate that the most in flu) when I knew that flu was coming my way i drank lots and lots of water lol..

This year I've been losing track of time and days seem to pass by really fast. The year is going to end and i'll be another year older next year..life is short eh? seems like a long way but its quicker than expected..

Lately, I've been wasting too much time slacking around so much that I've noticed the change in me. Well, I'm back..I've awaken my senses as what I've told nic few days ago. I'll be a failure if I don't do some adjustments onto how I'm living..

Life has been given to me, I won't let it gone to waste..
Till next time..

I won't be easily influenced. If you think I am.. Think Again.
14:50;
A dream can only remain just a dream..

Monday, 5 November 2007 .

Hmm..finally got the mood to update? lolz..
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1 nov~ (photos included..happy? =.=)
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Went to eat steamboat with mindy before meeting up with nic at vivo for a movie..but we arrived late for number of reasons lol..
1)Slowly strolled to the bus stop enjoying ice cream..

2)The bus took really really REALLY long to arrive..

3)slowly walk towards the Mrt station..

4)Overshot our station..Instead of arriving and dobby gauht(I think I spelled this wrongly) we arrived two stops later at orchard due to extensive chatting?

5)LOST our way in vivo city... =.=

Nicholas became quite pissed off because we're late lolz..the movie starts at 9.40pm we arrived at like 10pm? Fortunately the movie was good ^^ Stardust~ a movie worth watching =) you'll know when you watch it..


After when everything was over.. we slacked around for awhile?

Emoing?
Being childish by standing in the middle of the road? (Of course there were no cars..we woulden't be risking our lives if there were =X)

After all the "lame-ness" we hop onto a taxi..and Mindy, still haven't gotten over her "lame-ness" took another picture..




I just liked what seem like a dark mysterous figure behind her =X

Mindy went home after that.. and I went to Nicholas' house to stay for the night..

Walking on the way to Nicholas' place we stumble across afew dark places and decided to go to a place which was previously a cemetary~.. and being lame again we took pictures =.=
nic is Glowing~I'm Tired..

Glad that we never saw anything there.. although nicholas keeps saying he saw someting in the photos.. needed to zoom right into the photos to see what seems like a face in the surrounding.. (It's actually just the photo pixels =.=) its just his wild imagination =.=

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2nd nov~ (no photos..aw don't be sad..ok i'm being an idiot -.-)
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Woke up in the morning and just went home.. =.= and rot at home until the next day..

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4th nov (yesterday)
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Woke up freaking early(6.30am..without any alarm) just for the reason of going to church alone without my parents. I just want to spend sometime alone..I guess because my mood was bad.

However, I realised something.. I actually could understand better and listening more attentively in church without my parents beside me! well..that's something unexpected.. Although my father later said the message was sooo simple..(whatever..) A simple understandable message is better than a complicated confusing message which I won't understand.. =.=

I guess from then on I'll make an effort to go to church alone =.= or rather..without my parents.. anybody interested to go along? =X


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Today
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Boring~ a monday.. I woke up at 9am wanting to study but I dragged till afternoon and I still haven't start studying.. =.=

I just gotta focus on what I should do..


Till next time...

ArtixSky, Paul
12:45;
A dream can only remain just a dream..

I'm better now that its over
How do I forget you?
is it the end? Or not?
Moving on. Myself
Hanging on a thread between hope and despair
For the better
Dont give up letting go
Human relations
Problems
The rich & the poor