Friday, 6 July 2007 .

AH~ i'm back! sorry to the people who have been looking at my blog daily only to find it hasn't been updated~..here's my reason - I wanted to blog some days ago and found out that my blog is actually locked because my blog is suspected of a spam blog =.= well i requested an unlock from them and they apologised..so i guess i'll forgive them ^_^(..who am i to say that)..

Okay~ well..during the past days was like any usual experience many youths around my age had - ups and downs, fustration..and of course stress! But at the same time it has some fun and laughter.

well i'm not going to tell about what happened during the days~ because it would all be one whole big essay and you'll fall asleep even before you even read finish 1/4 of it (i was exagerratting[darn..forgotten how to spell]..) and also most likely i won't be blogging very deep personal stuff..not like a friend of mine ~_^

Alright~ i'm gonna share my opinions of the minds of the people around my age based on what people told me and my personal experience~ ^^ and when i say "mind" i'm not blogging about the brain and the parts of the brain or the sensory neurons. its the way the mind tends to think~(not based on psychology)..simply put it.. the thoughts of people.. as well as what they dream o.O

from my point of view, people around my age usually has more negetive thoughts than positive thoughts DYA? and probably due to too much watching of tv dramas makes you create scenes like in a tv drama that you would actually think how pitiful you are~ (like in the tv dramas)..like the most common example - you have a partner~ (bf/gf) and both of you have been getting along well with each other until one day this person seems to treat you coldly. - what would you think then? many possibilities..lets look on one thinking possibility..
*he/she doesn't like you anymore like before -- he/she has a 3rd party -- both are secretly hanging out without letting you know -- you found out -- he/she tells the truth and walks away -- you would think life just sux.*
another example is for most people with siblings..if your parents sided your siblings and gave you a hard scolding..would you think that *your parents doesn't care for me anymore -- they prefer your bro/sis then you -- links back to the time your parents cared for you -- links to your friends -- your friends are more closer to other friends than you -- you're all alone -- nobody cares about you -- life sux.*
hmm..i tried to make vivid examples but i guess they aren't so vivid after all lol.. anyway if you notice, when you think of something negetive, you think far far far into the future.. your mind creates imaginary scenes that isn't true and it goes on and on leading to depression. When you think of something positive it doesn't really go that far~ strange isn't it?

Now..for dreams, how good it would be if you could choose your own dream huh? sadly, it is most likely not possible. your mind do the creating of the scenes and the creativity of the things happening in the dream. have you ever dream of something and woke up thinking "why did i dream of that?" i read a book about dreams and remembered that it said dreams are often to balance out an emotional factor in you..for example maybe you're feeling sad, you dream of something happy, and when you woke up you'll feel slightly better. I don't know how true is this..but i did experience something different.. i was feeling down and i dreamt of something which make me felt worse after that!
you'll never know how creative your mind can be..sometimes your dream contains something that doesn't exist in this world..example.. i dreamt before of a useless but creative toilet whereby when you stand on a platform the tolietbowl would "spin vertically" =.= this type of toilet is useless to people nevertheless its something that doesn't exist and your mind creates it.(not you)
A friend told me that when you dream, it is actually your soul that leaves your body and wandering about(ling huen chu chiao). When you hear a sound or gets awaken by something you'll feel a thump which means your soul returns to you and you wake up. I personally think it isn't true..because if your soul is wandering about..why do we dream of impossible things that doesn't exist? there are many unexplained reasons about dreams..i believe some dreams does tell you about what's gonna happen to you in the future..but most of them are just pure crap =p

As for my day today..it's downright boring..actually i wanted to go to school today but i woke up at 12pm =.= so i decided not to go and used the comp till 3pm and slept again till now when i'm blogging~ =D and take note~ those stuff that i typed above~ don't take it too seriously ^^ it's just my point of view haha no evidence involved~ ^^ signing out..

Peace out~
ArtixSky, Paul 14:14;
A dream can only remain just a dream..