Friday, 13 July 2007 .

Hello once again to all who read my blog.. My days seem to be pretty much dull lately, if i go to school, i'll only be studying alone. If i stay at home..what else? i'm alone at home. Entertainment? nothing seriously interests me when i'm alone. Haha, i kinda envy those who find some "light" in their lives and are happily laughing and smiling day by day even when problems come upon them.

Everyday seems to be dull for me...studying alone is utterly the most boring and i can fall asleep after studying for like 10 minutes?.. I get so bored and have nothing to do most of the time and it feels so...lifeless *_* while my friends are enjoying themselves in school with their classmates.

My social life is pratically dead~ because i'm not really a sociable person therefore i don't have many friends (real life) not like my friends..for example nicholas! (i always liked to use him as an example) my friends are 1/50 of his and i'm not exaggerating~ but basically i'm fine with it. why? because my nature is to like being alone and close-up so nobody really knows what are my thoughts etc..

Let me ask you guys something..how much friends can you handle? is it the more the merrier? do you sometimes think that you have too few friends? or maybe too much? having friends is an important aspect in our lives..it makes your life seem brighter and having friends have many advantages~ for example helping you out in your work, solving your problems, teaches you things that you don't know about and providing you with information on this and that. so basically if you don't have alot of friends, you won't know much about the world trend! (like me..) however, do you think too much friends might cause problems as well? let me catergorize the 3 types of friends we usually have..not counting partners (bf/gf)

1)Besties
2)Good friends
3)normal friends

What happens is that when you have too many friends, you oftening find it difficult to cater to their needs, example if your group of besties wants you to go and watch a movie with them and at the same time one of your good friend wants your company. Usually you would choose to go with your besties and find an excuse to reject your good friend's company. But what if your good friend treated you as his or her bestie instead of just good friends? woulden't your rejection have an impact on him/her? so this is the kind of problem i'm talking about~ you can't cater the needs to all your friends..and some of your good or normal friends might treat you as their besties and vice-versa..

ah~ well i sound like i'm giving a lesson =.=...anyways i'm really feeling so darn bored right now that i just had to bleh everything out..nobody's online in msn currently it's almost 5pm~ and i've been wasting the past 9 HOURS of my life doing nothing! moreover it's a FRIDAY! darn..i wished somebody could be online eariler in msn or at least send me an SMS to ease my boredom!(hello~ anybody thought of me when i'm not around? LOL THAT'S GAY)nvm anyway i'm used to being alone =.= life..maybe i'll blog about that the next time~ i wonder how many would be interested =/ (maybe none.. since i feel that more ppl are getting bored of my blog? hmm..maybe i shoulden't think so negetively..maybe they are busy and have no time.) anyway...till next time then..*sigh*

peac...ugh whatever..
ArtixSky, Paul 16:50;
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