Yoz~ well today was a boring sunday.. i was supposed to go to church in the morning(10.30am) but my friend Nicholas couldn't make it so had to change it to evening (5.00pm) instead. well i'm fine with that but the weather today was dull and makes me feel moody and maybe some of my thoughts contribute to that as well, therefore i my mood was bad. Before going off to church i sort of have a short argument with my mother which lasted less than one minute. We sort of arrived in church earlier than expected..the service starts at 5 but we arrived at 4.30, so we sat at the sanctuary and waited. Few guys came to us and asked if we wanted to serve in the church by doing ushering and said that i could join in ushering meeting next week.. Well it somewhat felt like i was being forced..(you all know..churches always do that..makes you feel that you can't say no) but WHO CARES? i was not in the mood..and besides why must i do ushering when i'm actually interested in sharing the gospel to people who don't know about God? yes..ushering is a way of serving~ but i'm not gonna serve in that aspect.. and you know what? today's message was "rubbish"..
Here are the reasons:
1)i don't even know what the pastor is talking about
2)the new translator doesn't translate properly at all
3)instead of preaching~ the pastor is telling stories..sharing about people's lives..

well out of all the bad stuff..we did had an unintentional laugh on the songs before and after the message because of the lyrics..it was "people need the Lord" and this was the chorus and it was repeated many times.. well this lyrics in english wasn't so bad.. but if its in chinese it'll be "wo men she yao zhu" and the singing was bad that the "zhu"(God) sounds like "zhu"(pig) and me and nicholas was laughing non-stop even though we tried to control ourselves haha..but it was still very obvious that we're the only ones laughing in the sanctuary while the others were singing.. and we continue laughing throughout the night after the service..

Forgive me heavenly father for thinking about this..i pray that this wouldn't happen again as it felt that it was making fun of you..

well overall today's day was kind of moody one..now i'm back home and blogging while auto-downloading the latest episode of d-gray-man who is just out while i'm in church ^^