Wednesday, 18 July 2007 .
Hiya again to all...these few days i've been slacking alot. studying but going extremely slow..I'm supposed to go to school on monday..then i dragged to tuesday and then till today wednesday..and i'm still not in school =.= i guess i really gotta make an effort to go tomorrow..can i?
well these few days i've been seeing an anime on veoh.. "jigoku shoujo"..yeah the one that is showing on arts central. Why am i watching that? well "SilverRose" talked about how much she liked it and i decided watch afew episodes and find out more about it. surprisingly~ i watched on and on and watched one full season in a single day =.= basically it consists of many short sad stories(some are pretty lame though..and boring). The first few episodes..i think around 1-5 is almost the same.. but eventually the main characters slowly unfolds their mystery.. and that's when i find the anime is actually nice to watch.. there are action episodes involved but only around 3 episodes but still it makes a nice calming anime..sometimes you get glued in it and you really wished some person in the anime would die =X anyone who hasn't watched it before and have some freetime..feel free to watch afew episodes ^^ anyway it's like er..the anime Ghost Hunt" ba..many short stories ...ok anyway some updates for my blog..
removed audi mini game.. why? its pretty boring LOL
Added a new blog song "Nightmare by sNoW" the opening song for jigoku shoujo season 2 which i'm currently watching to..well.. ease my boredom ^^
That's it for now~ ciaos
Peace out~
ArtixSky, Paul
17:55; well these few days i've been seeing an anime on veoh.. "jigoku shoujo"..yeah the one that is showing on arts central. Why am i watching that? well "SilverRose" talked about how much she liked it and i decided watch afew episodes and find out more about it. surprisingly~ i watched on and on and watched one full season in a single day =.= basically it consists of many short sad stories(some are pretty lame though..and boring). The first few episodes..i think around 1-5 is almost the same.. but eventually the main characters slowly unfolds their mystery.. and that's when i find the anime is actually nice to watch.. there are action episodes involved but only around 3 episodes but still it makes a nice calming anime..sometimes you get glued in it and you really wished some person in the anime would die =X anyone who hasn't watched it before and have some freetime..feel free to watch afew episodes ^^ anyway it's like er..the anime Ghost Hunt" ba..many short stories ...ok anyway some updates for my blog..
removed audi mini game.. why? its pretty boring LOL
Added a new blog song "Nightmare by sNoW" the opening song for jigoku shoujo season 2 which i'm currently watching to..well.. ease my boredom ^^
That's it for now~ ciaos
Peace out~
ArtixSky, Paul
A dream can only remain just a dream..
Saturday, 14 July 2007 .
Hello to all again~ ahaha sorry for my previous post i think it seem not appropriate for some *_* anywayz i won't be typing much today...a saturday and i have nothing to do again ahaha sad isn't it?..but well i was browsing the web when i thought of browsing through Audition game from other countries~
http://www.auditionsea.com/ - AuditionSEA website
http://audition.nexon.net/ - Audition America website
http://au.9you.com/ - Chinese Audition website
http://au.hk.9you.com/ - Hong Kong Audition website
http://danpara.nexon.co.jp/ - Japanese Audition website
http://audition.bugs.co.kr/ - Korean Audition website (BUGS)
http://audition.roiworld.com - Korean Audition Alt. Website (ROIWORLD)
http://www.clubaudition.com - Korean Audition Alt. Website (CLUBAUDITION)
http://www.clubaudition.com.ph/ - Philippines Audition Website
http://audition.playpark.com/ - Thai Audition website
http://www.17t58.com.tw/ - Taiwanese Audition website
http://au.vtc.vn/ - Vietnamese Audition website
http://www.ayodance.com/ - Indonesian Audition website
ahh~ yeah i spent most of my time today browsing these sites *_* and coulden't help but feel that auditionsea is such an outdated game compared to others >_> you'll see what i mean if you browse those sites especially korean hongkong taiwan and china sites lol..
Anyway some "temporary" add-ons removal on my blog~
1)Audi mini game! its so darn easy to play =.= but try to get x15 perfs for all modes ^^ i did it
2)Must see sites~ on the left-hand side ^^
3)removal of the blog song~ so the mini game could be played without distraction~ ^^
Thats all! short post huh?
18:38; http://www.auditionsea.com/ - AuditionSEA website
http://audition.nexon.net/ - Audition America website
http://au.9you.com/ - Chinese Audition website
http://au.hk.9you.com/ - Hong Kong Audition website
http://danpara.nexon.co.jp/ - Japanese Audition website
http://audition.bugs.co.kr/ - Korean Audition website (BUGS)
http://audition.roiworld.com - Korean Audition Alt. Website (ROIWORLD)
http://www.clubaudition.com - Korean Audition Alt. Website (CLUBAUDITION)
http://www.clubaudition.com.ph/ - Philippines Audition Website
http://audition.playpark.com/ - Thai Audition website
http://www.17t58.com.tw/ - Taiwanese Audition website
http://au.vtc.vn/ - Vietnamese Audition website
http://www.ayodance.com/ - Indonesian Audition website
ahh~ yeah i spent most of my time today browsing these sites *_* and coulden't help but feel that auditionsea is such an outdated game compared to others >_> you'll see what i mean if you browse those sites especially korean hongkong taiwan and china sites lol..
Anyway some "temporary" add-ons removal on my blog~
1)Audi mini game! its so darn easy to play =.= but try to get x15 perfs for all modes ^^ i did it
2)Must see sites~ on the left-hand side ^^
3)removal of the blog song~ so the mini game could be played without distraction~ ^^
Thats all! short post huh?
A dream can only remain just a dream..
Friday, 13 July 2007 .
Hello once again to all who read my blog.. My days seem to be pretty much dull lately, if i go to school, i'll only be studying alone. If i stay at home..what else? i'm alone at home. Entertainment? nothing seriously interests me when i'm alone. Haha, i kinda envy those who find some "light" in their lives and are happily laughing and smiling day by day even when problems come upon them.Everyday seems to be dull for me...studying alone is utterly the most boring and i can fall asleep after studying for like 10 minutes?.. I get so bored and have nothing to do most of the time and it feels so...lifeless *_* while my friends are enjoying themselves in school with their classmates.
My social life is pratically dead~ because i'm not really a sociable person therefore i don't have many friends (real life) not like my friends..for example nicholas! (i always liked to use him as an example) my friends are 1/50 of his and i'm not exaggerating~ but basically i'm fine with it. why? because my nature is to like being alone and close-up so nobody really knows what are my thoughts etc..
Let me ask you guys something..how much friends can you handle? is it the more the merrier? do you sometimes think that you have too few friends? or maybe too much? having friends is an important aspect in our lives..it makes your life seem brighter and having friends have many advantages~ for example helping you out in your work, solving your problems, teaches you things that you don't know about and providing you with information on this and that. so basically if you don't have alot of friends, you won't know much about the world trend! (like me..) however, do you think too much friends might cause problems as well? let me catergorize the 3 types of friends we usually have..not counting partners (bf/gf)
1)Besties
2)Good friends
3)normal friends
What happens is that when you have too many friends, you oftening find it difficult to cater to their needs, example if your group of besties wants you to go and watch a movie with them and at the same time one of your good friend wants your company. Usually you would choose to go with your besties and find an excuse to reject your good friend's company. But what if your good friend treated you as his or her bestie instead of just good friends? woulden't your rejection have an impact on him/her? so this is the kind of problem i'm talking about~ you can't cater the needs to all your friends..and some of your good or normal friends might treat you as their besties and vice-versa..
ah~ well i sound like i'm giving a lesson =.=...anyways i'm really feeling so darn bored right now that i just had to bleh everything out..nobody's online in msn currently it's almost 5pm~ and i've been wasting the past 9 HOURS of my life doing nothing! moreover it's a FRIDAY! darn..i wished somebody could be online eariler in msn or at least send me an SMS to ease my boredom!(hello~ anybody thought of me when i'm not around? LOL THAT'S GAY)nvm anyway i'm used to being alone =.= life..maybe i'll blog about that the next time~ i wonder how many would be interested =/ (maybe none.. since i feel that more ppl are getting bored of my blog? hmm..maybe i shoulden't think so negetively..maybe they are busy and have no time.) anyway...till next time then..*sigh*
peac...ugh whatever..
ArtixSky, Paul 16:50;
A dream can only remain just a dream..
Tuesday, 10 July 2007 .
Hello to all who read my blog again~ YESTERDAY i didn't manage to blog because i was too tired... I have been in school from morning till night and after that i went for a haircut..now i looked like a geek~ since my hair is short now.. ok well and yesterday went to eat roti prata for dinner with my parents and we sat at the table when a guy comes and said "ni yao chi she mor?(what do you want to eat)" i looked up and OMG IT'S AN INDIAN! and he speaked chinese to us all the time and i was like wow *_* and his chinese is goooood~ ok well after that i came back home and came online awhile and fell asleep after that..
And now..TODAY~ since i slept early yesterday i woke up around 8 in the morning..ate scrambled eggs with tomato sauce and really really SALTISH sausage that my mother cooked for breakfast..after that my parents went to work and i was like WOOHOO TIME FOR AUDITION! since today i didn't go to school..so i kinda wanting to enjoy myself today.. i found out from a person IGN "Anyhowpress" that audition still have hackers around.. i met one who was using this hack.. this person was only level 11 and the first round he lost to me in 8k and then the 2nd round he switched to 188bpm dbp 8 *_* and you know what? he did all the fm and even crazy fm..i was kinda suspisious about him but "Anyhowpress" kept "suaning" him about the program he used etc..and after the hacker left, he told me about the hacks circulating around in audi..SO! to all audi players~ if you see a person who can do 188 crazy fm 8k! or maybe even 4k! and lags~ and misses the normal moves that person is confirm a hacker ^^
Ok~ i shoulden't talk alot about all the audi crap in my blog but when i was playing the audition bulletin showed "Audition is going to have a patch starting from 1000hrs to 2200hrs" and i was like WHAT!? 12 hours!? today i'm supposed to destress myself! T_T ok well i played until it was exectly 10am when the server closed and i checked the forums and they said the patch is only for "bug fixes" =.=
so well..i'm blogging now coz i'm really bored~ and i dont' know what to do..it's almost 12pm now..still quite a long way before i can at least chat with some friends on msn..
Well~ i finished blogging..signing out
11:36; And now..TODAY~ since i slept early yesterday i woke up around 8 in the morning..ate scrambled eggs with tomato sauce and really really SALTISH sausage that my mother cooked for breakfast..after that my parents went to work and i was like WOOHOO TIME FOR AUDITION! since today i didn't go to school..so i kinda wanting to enjoy myself today.. i found out from a person IGN "Anyhowpress" that audition still have hackers around.. i met one who was using this hack.. this person was only level 11 and the first round he lost to me in 8k and then the 2nd round he switched to 188bpm dbp 8 *_* and you know what? he did all the fm and even crazy fm..i was kinda suspisious about him but "Anyhowpress" kept "suaning" him about the program he used etc..and after the hacker left, he told me about the hacks circulating around in audi..SO! to all audi players~ if you see a person who can do 188 crazy fm 8k! or maybe even 4k! and lags~ and misses the normal moves that person is confirm a hacker ^^
Ok~ i shoulden't talk alot about all the audi crap in my blog but when i was playing the audition bulletin showed "Audition is going to have a patch starting from 1000hrs to 2200hrs" and i was like WHAT!? 12 hours!? today i'm supposed to destress myself! T_T ok well i played until it was exectly 10am when the server closed and i checked the forums and they said the patch is only for "bug fixes" =.=
so well..i'm blogging now coz i'm really bored~ and i dont' know what to do..it's almost 12pm now..still quite a long way before i can at least chat with some friends on msn..
Well~ i finished blogging..signing out
A dream can only remain just a dream..
Sunday, 8 July 2007 .
Yoz~ well today was a boring sunday.. i was supposed to go to church in the morning(10.30am) but my friend Nicholas couldn't make it so had to change it to evening (5.00pm) instead. well i'm fine with that but the weather today was dull and makes me feel moody and maybe some of my thoughts contribute to that as well, therefore i my mood was bad. Before going off to church i sort of have a short argument with my mother which lasted less than one minute. We sort of arrived in church earlier than expected..the service starts at 5 but we arrived at 4.30, so we sat at the sanctuary and waited. Few guys came to us and asked if we wanted to serve in the church by doing ushering and said that i could join in ushering meeting next week.. Well it somewhat felt like i was being forced..(you all know..churches always do that..makes you feel that you can't say no) but WHO CARES? i was not in the mood..and besides why must i do ushering when i'm actually interested in sharing the gospel to people who don't know about God? yes..ushering is a way of serving~ but i'm not gonna serve in that aspect.. and you know what? today's message was "rubbish"..
Here are the reasons:
1)i don't even know what the pastor is talking about
2)the new translator doesn't translate properly at all
3)instead of preaching~ the pastor is telling stories..sharing about people's lives..
well out of all the bad stuff..we did had an unintentional laugh on the songs before and after the message because of the lyrics..it was "people need the Lord" and this was the chorus and it was repeated many times.. well this lyrics in english wasn't so bad.. but if its in chinese it'll be "wo men she yao zhu" and the singing was bad that the "zhu"(God) sounds like "zhu"(pig) and me and nicholas was laughing non-stop even though we tried to control ourselves haha..but it was still very obvious that we're the only ones laughing in the sanctuary while the others were singing.. and we continue laughing throughout the night after the service..
Forgive me heavenly father for thinking about this..i pray that this wouldn't happen again as it felt that it was making fun of you..
well overall today's day was kind of moody one..now i'm back home and blogging while auto-downloading the latest episode of d-gray-man who is just out while i'm in church ^^
21:09; Here are the reasons:
1)i don't even know what the pastor is talking about
2)the new translator doesn't translate properly at all
3)instead of preaching~ the pastor is telling stories..sharing about people's lives..
well out of all the bad stuff..we did had an unintentional laugh on the songs before and after the message because of the lyrics..it was "people need the Lord" and this was the chorus and it was repeated many times.. well this lyrics in english wasn't so bad.. but if its in chinese it'll be "wo men she yao zhu" and the singing was bad that the "zhu"(God) sounds like "zhu"(pig) and me and nicholas was laughing non-stop even though we tried to control ourselves haha..but it was still very obvious that we're the only ones laughing in the sanctuary while the others were singing.. and we continue laughing throughout the night after the service..
Forgive me heavenly father for thinking about this..i pray that this wouldn't happen again as it felt that it was making fun of you..
well overall today's day was kind of moody one..now i'm back home and blogging while auto-downloading the latest episode of d-gray-man who is just out while i'm in church ^^
A dream can only remain just a dream..
Friday, 6 July 2007 .
AH~ i'm back! sorry to the people who have been looking at my blog daily only to find it hasn't been updated~..here's my reason - I wanted to blog some days ago and found out that my blog is actually locked because my blog is suspected of a spam blog =.= well i requested an unlock from them and they apologised..so i guess i'll forgive them ^_^(..who am i to say that)..Okay~ well..during the past days was like any usual experience many youths around my age had - ups and downs, fustration..and of course stress! But at the same time it has some fun and laughter.
well i'm not going to tell about what happened during the days~ because it would all be one whole big essay and you'll fall asleep even before you even read finish 1/4 of it (i was exagerratting[darn..forgotten how to spell]..) and also most likely i won't be blogging very deep personal stuff..not like a friend of mine ~_^
Alright~ i'm gonna share my opinions of the minds of the people around my age based on what people told me and my personal experience~ ^^ and when i say "mind" i'm not blogging about the brain and the parts of the brain or the sensory neurons. its the way the mind tends to think~(not based on psychology)..simply put it.. the thoughts of people.. as well as what they dream o.O
from my point of view, people around my age usually has more negetive thoughts than positive thoughts DYA? and probably due to too much watching of tv dramas makes you create scenes like in a tv drama that you would actually think how pitiful you are~ (like in the tv dramas)..like the most common example - you have a partner~ (bf/gf) and both of you have been getting along well with each other until one day this person seems to treat you coldly. - what would you think then? many possibilities..lets look on one thinking possibility..
*he/she doesn't like you anymore like before -- he/she has a 3rd party -- both are secretly hanging out without letting you know -- you found out -- he/she tells the truth and walks away -- you would think life just sux.*
another example is for most people with siblings..if your parents sided your siblings and gave you a hard scolding..would you think that *your parents doesn't care for me anymore -- they prefer your bro/sis then you -- links back to the time your parents cared for you -- links to your friends -- your friends are more closer to other friends than you -- you're all alone -- nobody cares about you -- life sux.*
hmm..i tried to make vivid examples but i guess they aren't so vivid after all lol.. anyway if you notice, when you think of something negetive, you think far far far into the future.. your mind creates imaginary scenes that isn't true and it goes on and on leading to depression. When you think of something positive it doesn't really go that far~ strange isn't it?
Now..for dreams, how good it would be if you could choose your own dream huh? sadly, it is most likely not possible. your mind do the creating of the scenes and the creativity of the things happening in the dream. have you ever dream of something and woke up thinking "why did i dream of that?" i read a book about dreams and remembered that it said dreams are often to balance out an emotional factor in you..for example maybe you're feeling sad, you dream of something happy, and when you woke up you'll feel slightly better. I don't know how true is this..but i did experience something different.. i was feeling down and i dreamt of something which make me felt worse after that!
you'll never know how creative your mind can be..sometimes your dream contains something that doesn't exist in this world..example.. i dreamt before of a useless but creative toilet whereby when you stand on a platform the tolietbowl would "spin vertically" =.= this type of toilet is useless to people nevertheless its something that doesn't exist and your mind creates it.(not you)
A friend told me that when you dream, it is actually your soul that leaves your body and wandering about(ling huen chu chiao). When you hear a sound or gets awaken by something you'll feel a thump which means your soul returns to you and you wake up. I personally think it isn't true..because if your soul is wandering about..why do we dream of impossible things that doesn't exist? there are many unexplained reasons about dreams..i believe some dreams does tell you about what's gonna happen to you in the future..but most of them are just pure crap =p
As for my day today..it's downright boring..actually i wanted to go to school today but i woke up at 12pm =.= so i decided not to go and used the comp till 3pm and slept again till now when i'm blogging~ =D and take note~ those stuff that i typed above~ don't take it too seriously ^^ it's just my point of view haha no evidence involved~ ^^ signing out..
Peace out~
ArtixSky, Paul 14:14;
A dream can only remain just a dream..